At times..

There comes a time in life where you just lie still on your bed with your hair messed up and do nothing at all. You just lay there still like a statue and gaze at the little light which successfully escaped the curtains and entered the room. A little light and complete darkness. If you have a positive attitude you tend to look at the brighter part of the room and think of all the good times you have had. However if you are not happy at that very moment, you stare at infinity in the darkness and think of the situation you are in right then and make yourself sad. You just want to rewind time and go back to when everything was perfect. When life was a bed filled with roses. When you did not know the meaning of being sad. You start thinking of all the what if's. You just can't stop doing nothing. You are frozen. Can't even move an inch. You don't know what to do. You don't know to which direction your life is going. Not even music can help you at that moment. All you can do then is fight yourself. Take a deep breath and stop over thinking. Pick yourself up from the bed and sculpt your hair in a neat coiffure. Draw the curtains open. Let the light fill the room. Look at the brighter side of your life. And be happy.